Reality Check

A little over a week ago, I went away for the weekend with some friends. I had an awesome time to say the least. We took lots of pictures! Something that I never thought of was other people were taking pictures of me too. I rarely have pictures taken of me because I am usually the one taking them. Wow..the pictures were awful. I thought I was looking pretty good...considering. I wasn't. I cried when I saw the pictures. It was terrible. I knew I have HUGE tummy rolls, but this was beyond my imagination...how did I let this happen?!? So, my self esteem is at a low right now.

Where have the weeks/I gone?

Wow, I guess I wan't as dedicated as I thought I could be. I HAD lost another 1.5, but have since gained it all back and am one pound over where I started on my sponsor journey....not good. Honestly, I gave up. I let life get into the way. Tim was laid off and then took a call, but is on the road 6 out of 7 days. I am trying to balance life as a pretty much single mom. I know people do this all the time, but as a daycare provider/mom, I REALLY don't get any breaks!

So, I need to come up with a plan on when/how I am going to fit exercising in AND firm up my meal plan (which I have been severly slacking on!) I'll let you know what I come up with!